Youth thought

Youth, a winding road, twisting and turning. Never truly knowing what’s up ahead. Feelings of constant pressure and yearning. On many days you would rather be dead. Which road will you take the up or the down? So many decisions, how will you choose?
Your day depends on a smile or a frown. It’s all a game, will you win or lose? Just hoping you can make it through the day. There is no point looking around the curve. Each turn comes in an unexpected way. Impossible to tell, go straight of swerve. However, how many of us are wise enough to not still smash our heads against the wall knowing that it's still gonna be a wall in the end? Is it fair to say that it’s being optimistic to think that if I keep on smashing my head against the wall I’ll eventually find a hole? but how many of us can keep ourselves away from the thing that we know might not be right for us but we still love so dearly? Let it be. Let it go. Lay it down……