wrong feeling?

Lately, I just noticed I’ve been a prison in a situation where I was having a hard time letting go of the “wrong feeling”. It sucks, coz it affects me in a huge way I could ever imagine. I don’t know why or how it happened. It just happened. Often times, it’s hard to let go of the feeling. But the thing is the “wrong feelings” have to end now! I know this is going to be hard but I wanna move on and let go of the “wrong feeling”….

If you were to recall the most important moments in your life, you might realize that most of these moments were shared with someone else. Yes, you'll need solace time, privacy and chill out sessions on your own, but majority of your time is spent with someone else, friend. As I look back on all that's happened..growing up, changing you, changing me, there were times when we dreamed together, when we laughed together. As I look back on those days, I realize how much I truly miss you. It's getting hard to, be around you. There’s so much I can't say. Is time for me to hide the feelings and look the other way? It's funny how big of an impact you have on me. It's like when I see you, you don't even have to speak...all you can do is smile, and it can make my day great. I get the best feeling in the world when you say hi or even a simple message for me coz I know, even if its just for a second, that I've crossed your mind….

Comments

[bugs]

errm... actually i noe wat u meant 4 ur "wrong feeling"...
but aldy happened, wat can u do... well, jz 4get it...
start ur new beginning... to enjoy ur new life... i believe ... finally u ll get ur "truth feeling"...
GAM PA TEH !!!ANTIEN SAN!!!

[antien]

Hi, I wont forget it la. As u reflect upon ur life, how many times have u fallen down? Did u pick yourself up each time and say tat u'll try again? Regardless whether it's the 5 attempt, the 10 try, the 22 rejection you've received, do you keep on going?

I certainly need reminders to persist and this will serve as wake-up calls during those days when I'm faltering.

When you feel like giving up, remember why you held on for so long in the first place.